Friday, May 27, 2005

ShucKs....I aM a CrYbAbY!!

I CRIED...damn...made a fool of myself in front of my ct class? What the hell was happening to me at that time? Probably going thru emotional period...this was what really happened...
I had the leadership camp for the past 2 days...the lst day was ok...but i was quite disturbed by the activity tat we were supposed to stand on the table 1 by 1 to shout out our goals in front of ur class...(damn embarassing)...i missed my chance which is like phew..However...my big mouth landed me a second chance...(which is like dun wan lahz...)but i still did it...cause my class supported me...so...thanx
2nd day...a disaster...this activity requires us to have trust in our classmates...i am supposed to climb the chairs and fall in my classmates' arms (like a cradle lahz)...believe in them tat they will be there to catch me...i got to be the first one...but it did not succeed..i fell...hit the ground with my butt...(not pain lahz..)...but i was upset cause i let my class down...(my falling position is wrong mahz...) i can see tat they are also sorry for not catching me...but it's really my fault...i dun trust them enough...hmmm....but i broke my own promise!!!ARgH...i promised not to cry in school one...haiz...
This camp really bonded my classmates together...and i am glad to see tat...but i still had doubts if this bonding can last forever...but for now...i am happy to be in this class cause i believe tat we will always be there for each other...:P
Oh ya...i heard tat there is a petition going on with ny students...there is a possibility tat nyjc may changed to ccjc...(chung cheng jc lahz...) and many students objected this idea...this is really a sensitive topic for me...cause i am an ex-chung cheng...when i heard ppl say chung cheng sux...i feel really sad...but i think we shld not change the name...let nanyang be nanyang...
Btw...got lep camp...quite looking forward to it...can bond with 6g ppl...but i gonna miss the pageant show(miss universe 2005!!)....argh!! I know my group for lep camp...i dun think i noe anyone...how huh? haiz...guess the next time i blog will be after the camp...hehez...haiz...after camp will have make-up lessons...argh!!! and have to study for mid-year...hmmm....sad sad sad....(yeah...later got library trip...with ong and dor...)

tat's it at 6:39 PM

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